#Hottrendclothing Fashion LLC They weren’t for me – they were for the Official P Pushing Positivity T-Shirt but in fact I love this angry, bitter woman who didn’t know how to raise her three children properly, preferring violence over understanding. She smoked constantly, she drank regularly and heavily, never held a job in all the years I knew her, and her immediate response to anything was bitterness, anger, hostility and violence. My brother, sister, and I grew up in different ways. Independently, we all decided that we would never raise our children the way *we* were raised. There are (at least) three grandchildren out there who I can see are carrying certain marks carried over from their grandmother, because none of us recovered entirely… Eventually, I came to the conclusion that it would be best if I never had children because I didn’t want to follow in her footsteps. I didn’t want to be a drunken, abusive parent who didn’t have time for kids, except as a form of violent entertainment. And believe me, she enjoyed it. I’ve seen that look in the eyes of other abusive people that I have been involved with. I met a wonderful lady last year after my wife walked out. She was kind, caring, thoughtful, considerate, almost maternal in her love. In time, I grew to trust her with my feelings.
#Hottrendclothing Fashion LLC I *can* overcome the Official P Pushing Positivity T-Shirt but in fact I love this fear of being a bad parent, because two people working together can make up for each others’ failings and overcome ANYTHING. My mother just passed and her funeral is Wednesday. We (her daughters) have decided to wear all white, and have opened this option to the rest of our female family and friends. This is done as a sign of respect in our community. My mother expressed the need for us not to mourn, but celebrate when she passed because she has gone to a better place. This is why instead of calling it a “Funeral” it is called a “Celebration of Life”. Wednesday we shall celebrate her 85 years of life on this earth with as little flowers as possible (she said”give me flowers while i’m living, don’t waste them on me when I’m dead”), and the wearing of white. A fitting farewell to my Strong African Queen…
